love & hate #1

I've been a busy butterfly socially since saturday. It's always nice to spend time with my mom and catch up with old friends. 

It's nice to rent a movie from redbox--$1.31 yo! and it's nice to go to the movies in the afternoon, spur of the moment. 

It's nice to treat yourself (starbucks!), and FYI, starting today, if you buy a drink before 2 p.m. at starbizzies, SAVE your "treat receipt" to enjoy a cold grande drink for two bucks after 2 p.m.! isn't that nice?

So, right now, i feel a bit sick. my stomach was aching and i feel a bit nauseated too. while i've got physical aches, honestly, i have heart ache too. wah! im being a debbie downer, i'll get over it soon, dont you worry...im gonna let myself swim in this sea of misery for the time being. This leads me to say that I am jumping in and linking up with No..el for my first love/hate thing...

i love to love.

sometimes, i hate that i love so much, because i feel 2nd best. my heart is so open, but i think i need God to help guard my heart. but i ask myself, is it all worth it? all the love i give and the answer is Yes, with a capital Y!

I love to go see my pulmonlogoist for my trache change. He and his nurse assistants are so kind & funny, plus i like to go for the ride and get out of the house.

I hate that the actual procedure really hurts.

"i always feel like, somebody's watchin me" pic at my dr's office

 

i love chick-fil-a. I love (and makes me laugh) that my mom calls it chickaflik.

i hate that there's so much controversy and hate stemming from the latest news in the last few days.

I love hope. 

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." hebrews 11:1

I hate being disappointed time and time again.

i love blogging.

i hate that i can't keep up with ALL of my fave blogs.

i love sleep.

i hate that i am not able to sleep that well, 90% of the time.

i love target.

i hate that i always find stuff i want there lol.